Stench of a Man

He prances around like a Peacock.

Flashing all that glitters.

Grinning at his own excellence.

He struts around with a Vague meaningless expression.

Acceptance, Adoration, & Admiration are all he seeks! 

So smooth and So sleek

So confident and so cunning.

Oh how foul his vanity and conceit are to me.

Disgusted and Sick are my feeling for him.

His fragrance of arrogance stings my nostrils as he walks by.  

Breathing him in is as foul as the decay of mortal flesh falling off the bones.

And yet we still breath him in and we still fancy those feathers he waves around.

Emotional Battle

LOVE

The hate I feel for that word grows stronger each day.

Its agony in such a sweet form.

Four letters that bring a Heavy Burden.

LOVE

You speak it with such ease.

My throat clinches as I try to swallow it.

So candy coated and sweet but so poisonous in the end.

LOVE

The weakest of people cling to it as though it was last hope.

Its the very substance of our own self Hate.

It requires your submission for its dominance.

LOVE vs. HATE

Which of these is greater.

One brings Sweet Companionship and Devastation when taken away.

And the other doesn't allow the Vulnerability that causes the Devastation.

How can something as Great as Love require Us to Expose our Weakest Spots to obtain it?

HATE

The Sting of this is Far Greater.

Once you have embraced this feeling you will find Love less.

Its a relief among the Pain.

HATE

It sharpens your Heart and Dulls your weakness.

It requires so little of you.

But consumes every part of you at the same time.

HATE

It pulls its power from Solidarity.

The more alone you are the More powerful you can be.

How do you measure such a Force of Emotion?

HATE vs. LOVE

Hate can overcome Love with the simplest of ease.

One will leave you a Hard Cold shell of a Person.

The other will leave you Thriving for the Next Fix.

Why does Hate come at such a High Cost? All consuming and relentless to anyone who crosses it!

So in this battle you have Love & Hate. One Builds you up as a Warrior and the Other Breaks you down and then turns you to stone. One allows you a conscience and remorse. The other makes your Heartless and Unforgiving.

Choose wisely for each of these is Great.

My Sickness

For years I have been suffering from a Disease. It has been eating away at me. My insides have slowly turned black and infectious. Every day a little bit more of me is consumed by this disease! It has now manifested in a way that affects my physical self. It has settled in my brain. Just eating at my nerve endings. For the past 3 years there has not been a cure. Until Now. I have let you course through my veins long enough. The words from your mouth is like the venom of 10 cobras. You tap into the core of me and spread your venom. Causing me to hate myself and blame myself for this sickness. But it has been you this whole time! I have taken the Antidote and I am expecting complete healing. Soon this will be nothing more then a little scar tissue. Just like every other thing in my life. Scar Tissue! I am no longer your Host of puetred hate and disqusting self destruction.