He said Goodbye

Standing there looking up at him. He holds both of my arms in his firm grasp. He looks so deeply into my eyes. And I know what is coming. With his last kiss so fresh upon my lips I cannot imagine him saying the words. I cannot help but he distracted by the little mole on his cheek and the hair that sweeps over his eye when he looks down at me. My heart is pounding in my chest. Just being held by him causes such a panic inside of me. He makes me feel like a child who has no sense of time or importance. I am spinning in my head. I see his mouth moving and I see the seriousness with his expressive brows. But my ears only hear the sweet song of love that he sang to me on the lake shore that summer. Ah that summer we played like foolish children. We danced around in the fields with not a care in the world. With a forceful shake I am brought back to focus. As I am struggling to understand. A single tear rolls down his face. I go to wipe it and he turns his head away from me. What have I done? Where have I gone wrong? How can my touch that was once so wanted become something to despise. My eyes are looking around in confusion. Then he says it. The words that brought my heart to my throat. Its Over. Good Bye.In complete shock I stand there. How did I miss this? How could I of been so blind by my own desire that I couldnt even stop him from leaving. I drop my head in disbelief and heartache. I could still feel the warmth of his hands still on my arms. As quick as that warmth faded into nothing...he was gone.