6/21/2010

Murderous Love & Passionate Jealousy

Both are something I crave and yet I am terrified of.

Who could love me so much and feel so much?

What type of man would that bring to my door?

I know just the type of man.

I met him one night while out on the town.

He stood there dark & mysterious.

His face was clean shaven and smooth.

His body was sturdy and tone and his eyes were deep endless pools of desire.

In the moment we shared of eye contact I felt as though I was drowning.

Being brought back to my reality by the shake of a friend, I shook off his enchantment.

Danger is all I felt that whole night when I saw his face, but my insides yearned for him.

In the middle of this crowded dance floor with my friends we were all just dancing and laughing. And his face begins to fade in the drunken haze of the night. Stumbling off the dance floor I feel some grab me by my waist and embrace me tightly. In a panic I tried to release his grip but he was reluctant to let go. Instead he pulled me close, so close I could feel his breath on the back of my neck. Chills over whelmed my body. As we slowly danced to the music my heart was on fire. Who is this man? Why do I feel like this? I have fallen into a spider web and lay helplessly awaiting the bit!


(INCOMPLETE)

1 comment:

  1. Love is generous and merciful; lust, power, control and selfishness are murderous.

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